Sampung Taon ng pagmamahal

Paalam na, Mahal ko

Sampung taon...may masaya, malungkot, may pangit at magandang nangyari. Marami na ang email na naipadala ko sayo, di ko na mabilang...Ganun pala yun, di mo rin kayang masukat kapag nagmahal ka?! Sangkatutak na katatawanan lalo na kapag sumasayaw ka...naalala mo ang sabi ko, da best kang ama pero di ka magaling na mananayaw...tumawa ako ng tumawa na parang ayaw ko na tumigil sa pagtawa...Ang saya noon...mga ilang panahon pa, napuno naman ang bahay ng iyak...iyak ng bata...si Dj. Mas sumaya noon...Akala ko di ko mararanasan mas maging masaya kesa nung una...tatlong taon...ngayon walo na sya...walo pa lang...sabi mo noon sabay tayong bibilang ng mga yapak nya...sabi ko naman...aba! Dapat e maging malakas ka dahil mas mabilis lumipas ang panahon kesa sa pagputi ng buhok mo at buhok ko...Bata pa ang panahon, pero nasaan ka na? Sabi mo sandali na lang at magkakasama na ang panahon at pagputi ng buhok natin...Mukhang hindi na nya tayo hinintay...Sa loob ng maraming taon, ang daming pagkakataon ang sana nga inasahan nating ipinagsama...Sayang, sabi ko...walo na sya pero nagdumali ka na at di ka na nagpatila pa...Salamat sa mga oras na nakasama ka, sa mga kabutihan mo na natuldukan na, sa pagmamahal na naramdaman ko kahit sa huling beses na lang, sa pagiging totoo ng panahon na yan, sabi ko sayo, kahit kelan di ka nawala sa isip ko. Nakita ko sa mga mata mo nung araw na yun, alam ko hindi lang ako yung nagmahal...ikaw rin. Salamat at Paalam, Mahal ko...Ang pagasa na iningatan mo, iingatan ko...iingatan ko ang anak mo, anak ko...

Mahal pa rin kita...yan ang di ko nasabi sayo pero sana naramdaman mo...

Farewell, my one great love

I just want to publish my last loveletter for my one great love, Edgar. In your sweet memory, love remains...

Mahal,

Now that you are gone, I wish I could have let you known that You are the best thing that ever happened to me. When I met you, my life has changed. Thank you for giving me Ernest "Djee" and I wished he could have enjoyed your being a great dad. You are not a perfect father but you have so much love to offer as everyone could have as their dad. I'm losing my one great love when you left but NEVER my LOVE and I guess more than ever, you felt that Love until the last minutes we have spent. We will always miss you and will always love you. In my heart, you are my one great love and that won't change. My time on Earth may whither but I guess my love for you and our son will always remain. Til our hearts meet again...someday...Paalam na, mahal ko! 

Love,

Mahal

Work-at-Home Job:A job not for everyone

A new forum has been opened by stylepinay to help other people to start up with their homebased career. It is really not that easy to pin down at home for a while and build online profiles, gather information on how you can start a homebased job, or earn while you are relaxed and you are not that wasted coz your life is traffic free from the everyday buzz and puss on the street. Stylepinay's forum will tackle some helpful topics that would enable everybody to participate, give insights, share best practices and give some tips to those who are aspiring to get a homebased job.

This is where everyone can collaborate on things and tips we can do to make our work at home jobs easier and manageable. This is one great avenue not just for peeps who already have work-at-home careers but mostly to others who want to spend quality time with their family as well as work and earn money for a living. Work at home jobs are not that hard as what we can imagine but it can only be simple if we know our special areas and the target jobs we would like to have.

Feel free to visit http://workathome.forumtl.com/t2-why-is-a-work-at-home-job-not-a-job-for-everyone and participate on our forums, ask, share and give tips.

Why Lose Yourself to someone?

Ever loved someone and you never wanted to let go? At times if we will just think about it, we never had any second thought loving the person we want. Giving them everything that we could. Many times in our lives that it is pointless to just keep someone who doesn't really care of losing you. We always want to give them the best and so they also give us the best hurt we could have. I remember one must past, "The person you love the most is the person who hurts you at its best." Well, been through the same experience that other people also have undergone paranoia like me when I was still acting so left and empty without realizing how life can be lighter without worries from that person whom I gave everything I could, every beat of my heart without any second thought of even losing myself to him. Never did. I guess, it is simply natural but somehow vague to see that I still  care...A LOT!!! But I know it is not fake coz I know that losing him would be the easiest thing to accept coz it has never been that easy when I was still in the midst of hurt and pain and so now for all the pieces that have been broken..will never be the same.( Never been) So how would it really be more easy now to accept things not as blind as when I was still suffering from pretending that it was easy? Well, doesn't feel the pain anymore...

The renewal of my being as a person and as a woman will never be that so deaf and blind when I was still holding on for nothing. Any type of relationship, if it is not mutual and it is just one way, never believe it would work. Love is something that we give and awarded but for it to work and live with us, we need to get it in reciprocal so to see how Love works in one's life. Never hesitate to reserve some love and respect for yourself coz this will help you whenever you need to cover things and heal from being torned and disengaged from everything. " Never Lose yourself while trying to hold on to someone who doesn't care about losing you." It is always worth to love someone regardless of the time, situation or whatever it maybe it maybe but never been so stressful losing yourself to someone and YOU, not being even one of their choices...could change the fact of losing them when it has to...coz they can live to lose you...